Saturday, May 23, 2009
7.42p
was i in the wrong again? i tried my best to compromise. again i failed.
he say i'm still so unreasonable. i didnt understand him. i make him so frustated.
can someone tell me what should i do? we had this agreement but we aint able to make it.
all i want is just time with him. is it so hard? i know he's bothered over his businesse issue. but cant he spare a thought for me? he went out ytd night.. all the way till morning.. and in the morning he told he need to accompany sz together with his sis to try wedding gowns. he did ask me to go but y am i unhappy? i dumo what should i do.. from every week i can spend time with him for that 2 days till now i have got no time with him. no more agreement. no more of his companion. now i can only keep quiet do my own time. whenever he's free then he will look for me. i told him this myself. i dun wanna force him into meeting me. if meeting me is really such an unhappy thing for him. i rather he wouldnt..
as for now i dun dare to pin any hope on him. i shall just keep myself occupied dun tink of him. i wish i can put him behind me. let the feelings fade slowly. i think this will be the best way.
19:42; secrets.
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PROFILE
LYNN
simply a girl who love being pampered n doted on..
always letting her imaginations go wild.. easy agitated by the smallest thing n delighted by the simplest thing..
clumsy and silly.. all she hav is "butter fingers" breaking and dropping things is her hobbies..
secondly,"itchy hands n mouth" are part of her too.. she's juz an useless dumb in the world waiting for her big day to fall..