Wednesday, August 22, 2007
2.37am
listening to my deardear's snoring while i type my blog,wondering why cant relationship lasts?friends ard me having their relationship ended which each lasts up to 7 or 8yrs!why? juz cant get the ans out of it? toking abt mine,its almost 2yrs..and tis thing have been troubling me..i'm scare..infact terrified tat my relationship not gona lasts..mayb i shldnt think this way but i cant juz stop thinking abt it when i cum to hear my frenz broke-up wif their partners..i felt the hurts n undesired side of them..i felt that its so wasteful..to end such a long relationship..but come to think of it,if it's meant to be it'll always be..coz thats the bond u all shld have which n wherein no one cld break n replace..but saying is ez,maintaining it is hard!holding on in silence is even harder.but wat can i do? although he wld seldom voice out break-up but deep down i really duno whats on his mind?all i cld was to pray n tell myself; if he's mine,he'll always be if not someone else wil come along.if one day he've decided to leave me,i'll respect and let go..coz i noe to have but not to hold.the more i love him,the more i wish to see him lead his life happily be it wif me or without me..
02:36; secrets.
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PROFILE
LYNN
simply a girl who love being pampered n doted on..
always letting her imaginations go wild.. easy agitated by the smallest thing n delighted by the simplest thing..
clumsy and silly.. all she hav is "butter fingers" breaking and dropping things is her hobbies..
secondly,"itchy hands n mouth" are part of her too.. she's juz an useless dumb in the world waiting for her big day to fall..
