Saturday, August 25, 2007
2.00am
i'm feeling moody rite now..my mind is in a squirt..i reali dun wana believe wat i see..n dun wish to think negatively..tis is hw it goes..he went to fetch me off work today,on the way to the carpark i saw him typing his hp but i didnt think of any thing at tat moment..ya,i was clueless abt wat is he doing..but neither did i tink too much..we came hm as usual,had our dinner watch out mobtv n soon he fall aslp..i happily drag him to the rm,i went to hav the cloth wet n help him wipe his body so he wld feel beta..so i went to take my bathe,came into the rm prepare my myself to use the com den his hp rang at abt 1.40 or so..its a msg,i open up n saw its a gal who wrote tis "u r"upon seein it,my heart is pumping fast.i tel myself please! no! nt again..ok i went into his phone log everythings was being deleted..i think he shld b up to some mischief,but y..i reali duno y,i dun wish to jump into conclusion..but i hate the feeling..please,my dear stop doing all this to me..i reali cant take it animore..i noe i shldnt be jumping into conclusion,but i'm tellin myself now if the same thing gona happens again its reali over between me n him.i may nt b tat perfect lik wat he wans me too,but i've reali tried to endure n change. but looks lik i failed again..am i reali nt gd enuf for him?wat hav i done to mek me endure all this sufferings?am i wrong again?wat have i done.."wo zhen de xin hui yi len,bu zhi dao kay zhe me zhuo cai hao"no one understands me..
02:24; secrets.
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PROFILE
LYNN
simply a girl who love being pampered n doted on..
always letting her imaginations go wild.. easy agitated by the smallest thing n delighted by the simplest thing..
clumsy and silly.. all she hav is "butter fingers" breaking and dropping things is her hobbies..
secondly,"itchy hands n mouth" are part of her too.. she's juz an useless dumb in the world waiting for her big day to fall..
